The dream that will Never be Reality.

[Photo By: Basilthrucolor ]

last night, i had a dream about you. holding my hand when no one was looking because we knew we couldn't be together, because of strict parents. I love that feeling.. the feeling of you holding my hand.. wanting to never let go. But anyways, it was night, and we were holding hands.. and it just the happiest i've been in a while. (in my dreams) Then... i woke up.. but fell asleep again. i managed to control my dream and get a hold of you. but this time.. it was day time, and we were on a bus, leaning on my shoulders. holding hands, and just sitting there, after when i had to leave.. we say our goodbyes, i started to tear up.. and i put my hand on your cheek.. and i gave you a kiss, and i left.. sobbing when i woke up. Its amazing how much a dream can affect me.. because this hit me the most, and it sucked because it will probably never be reality. /: --and to think that this all happened in a matter of 7 hours. the thought that right before i fell asleep, i was just staring at the ceiling.. wishing that i had someone to cuddle with. yeah..